2016-12-01 by Object of Contempt
I have been useless and in bed all day. It’s the the 27th anniversary of my wedding. We are still together. It is not happy. I can’t just leave my kids. I might be able to stand living penniless on the streets, but I can’t imagine ditching them. I think I may have to just bite the bullet and leave. Don’t know how or when. Where would I even go? I can’t just start building a new career in my early 50’s. I need my spirit to be repaired.
Winter holidays and an anniversary… so cold. Inside and out.